Atop the Glorious Rise
It's been a tad while and here I had made a promise to myself to post more often. At least only one month has gone by and not several! Improvement!
I blame turning 30. Memory lapses and such. HAHA!
It was weird, realizing that I was not going to be in my twenties any more. I'd been so for a good ten years, after all. But at the same time.....I just didn't care. I do believe I can say what epitomizes turning thirty (at least for me) is this feeling. Not that it doesn't matter, but .....it just doesn't matter. I didn't freak out. I just accepted it and said "ok, cool."
The closer I got to this age, the more relaxed I became with life. I wasn't so intense about screaming "BUT WHAT DOES IT MEAN?!?!?"
Not to say that I don't become introspective and curious; I do. There is a time for such things. There is also a time to just stop cogitating and enjoy what you've been given.
Oh how I've been given so much.
That's really the point of why I wanted to write. Right before my birthday on the 8th, I went back and read through many of the journals that I previously posted (that I didn't end up erasing in a fit of pique...). I started writing here when I was 19. The mind boggles.
The last ten years have been out of this world and many of you have had a part of it. The first time I met an internet friend outside of the internet. The mail I received from some of you that always made my day. The late night chats on msn. The phone calls at weird hours because I had a bad experience I had to talk through. Or the phone calls on a long trip because I was tired and couldn't stay awake while driving. The first time I truly started to fall for someone special. The many, many crazy conversations that entertained, encouraged, and sustained me through a myriad of insane situations, from college finals to moving to Asia out of the blue. You all have been here in some form or another.....ev
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