This isn't right
I just needed to vent a little bit....

My mother has a dependency issue. She can never stand being single. Because of this I had alot of abusive "step Dads" (I put that in quotes because my mother was only legally married once).
My mother had me when she was in high school and never spent time actually raising me. Then she had my sister Hailey when I was 7 then Ashley when I was 9 (both have different fathers then I do). My mother still didn't want to raise her own children so I raised my sisters...I love them more like daughters because of it.
Then shortly after I turned 16 I started to get in fights defending friends that were either pregnant or disabled in some way shape or f...

This isn't right
I just needed to vent a little bit....

My mother has a dependency issue. She can never stand being single. Because of this I had alot of abusive "step Dads" (I put that in quotes because my mother was only legally married once).
My mother had me when she was in high school and never spent time actually raising me. Then she had my sister Hailey when I was 7 then Ashley when I was 9 (both have different fathers then I do). My mother still didn't want to raise her own children so I raised my sisters...I love them more like daughters because of it.
Then shortly after I turned 16 I started to get in fights defending friends that were either pregnant or disabled in some way shape or form. My mother started dating this guy named Marshall (who I do NOT like what so ever). Shortly after they got together my mother called me a whore and kicked me out for the first time. She said I was a whore because I only had guy friends and therefor I just must be sleeping with them all for them to always be hanging out with me.
Things like this happened every few months. I'ld move back in then it would repeat.
After I turned 19 I had gone through alot with roommates and losing literally everything I owned due to bad roommates who sold or threw everything out when I left for a week.
My mother asked me to move back in and I accept shortly before Christmas. Then I start to see how Marshall looks at my 12 yr old sister Hailey and how he Favoritises her and it makes me sick. He has her cuddle up to him and puts his hand on her ass EVERY night when they watch a movie. He is also the one to take her clothes shopping (including under things). My mother told me I am to clean the entire house (including their bedrooms) even when I leave for days at a time to look for work. I was expected to do all this even after I was in a car accident that caused a blood clot that nearly killed me. When I started complaining about headaches and swelling on the right side of my head and neck and told my mom I needed to go to the hospital she said that I couldn't use a car and no one was gonna take me
My friend Stuart came to my rescue
Then I was told to get out again...
Now my sisters aren't allowed to talk to me and I have never felt more lost.....