Good ByeGuys this past week been tough. Two people I know past away. My art director recently past away due to cancer and the other person is a school mate i known since 2nd grade who past away due to an car accident. I tended to funerals and feel a bit depressed. I think about life a lot and I realize I am afraid of many things. Being afraid who I am in front of others. I am afraid of rejection from people. I fear I would not find love in my I am a coward to call my friends. I am in a confused state of who I am and who I want to be. All I know is that I want to be someone who can make a difference in the world and make it a better place to live in. I don’t want to be famous or money or power. All I want is true happiness: to be loved and to give love. I want to enjoy my life the way I want it to be. I want control. So I must do as Doc said “Just do my thingâ€. If I gonna do my thing I must leave RVB. I not gonna come back a while but it been a fun three years. Many things has happen but it is time to move on. I need to be an adult and take responsibility as I go to college. I gonna say my good bye but not forever. Well happy new year people as I go make my resolution into a reality.