The Dawn of the Next Generation....If I had known what would come along in my life, or who I'd still be standing with now, would have fixed so much. But then again that's life and it's unknown's to us. Four years ago, I was still in high school, wasn't into anything when it came to socializing on the internet by profiles like this. And one of my oldest buddies got me to make this RT profile. This brought about many of the events I would go through over these years, both the good and bad. I often reflect the what if's now wishing some of them I would have chosen then what already has come and gone. But these events had brought about great change. Am I still the same person I was those few years a...

The Dawn of the Next Generation....If I had known what would come along in my life, or who I'd still be standing with now, would have fixed so much. But then again that's life and it's unknown's to us. Four years ago, I was still in high school, wasn't into anything when it came to socializing on the internet by profiles like this. And one of my oldest buddies got me to make this RT profile. This brought about many of the events I would go through over these years, both the good and bad. I often reflect the what if's now wishing some of them I would have chosen then what already has come and gone. But these events had brought about great change. Am I still the same person I was those few years ago? Not really no. But will people from yesteryear still know me? Hopefully yes. All because it takes so many downfalls to occur to bring about who you will be in the future. In a way, these tragic things in life were meant to happen even though I'd give anything to have done the other choice. As the saying goes, things are meant to happen for a reason even if its something brutal, but even with all these changes I've made, I'm still the same person in the sense that my moralities and ways haven't changed because it's the few things people admire about me. I've never let anyone person to change me unless it was for the absolute best thing to do. I still stand strong, still shine a light of kindness to this often cruel, cold world. I still have fierce loyalty to my family and the friends I consider as part of that family. I have someone by my side now even though it wasn't the person I had thought would be there. For the one's that I had harmed by my old, foolish ways I've done my best to make amends, to those that are still around, and to those I've left in peaceful terms. There are still many things to overcome in this crazy thing we call life. But even with all the bad things that did occur, and it came close, but never did it put out the fire of hope that resides in me. And I don't believe it ever will.