Guh.why does the universe like to give me it's backhand.
It seems like no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, I am doomed. All that I have managed to do for the past few months is hate myself. For the past few months, I have only every felt alone, like no one in the world could give two flying shits about me, like my friends could do fine without me, and ignore me. Why is it that my best friends, are all going out with the people I saved a spot for, that I worked hard to earn. And why is it that the one friend I have to keep at arms length, does nothing, but make me feel like ripping his eye sockets open, and then doing the same to his girlfriend. and that's another thing, Corin...

Guh.why does the universe like to give me it's backhand.
It seems like no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, I am doomed. All that I have managed to do for the past few months is hate myself. For the past few months, I have only every felt alone, like no one in the world could give two flying shits about me, like my friends could do fine without me, and ignore me. Why is it that my best friends, are all going out with the people I saved a spot for, that I worked hard to earn. And why is it that the one friend I have to keep at arms length, does nothing, but make me feel like ripping his eye sockets open, and then doing the same to his girlfriend. and that's another thing, Corinne's been nothing but a filthy hypocrite for the past year! She tells me having a relationship in middle school is Bs, and here she goes dating her second guy, she has the gal, to tell me, the boy she knows is dying to be happy for her, that she has a crush on my best friends! Why does the Universe hate me?