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wake me up when december comes...Ugh...

Right now I'm so totally procrastinating... I have two essays due on the Tuesday after mid-semester break (which is this next week) and one of them is worth half my total grade for my English class, but I'm just like, yeah no... I don't want to do anything. I'm going to pay for it later, but I just don't wanna do work right now. But I don't have anything else to do. Responding to emails and stuff only takes so long. Then I have to pack for the trip tomorrow, so I'll do that... but then the only other thing to do is go to sleep. How boring is that? I am tired, but it's only 8:38 pm over here. I'll be packed and ready by 9:30 at the latest. Then what to do? I'd like to talk to Bill tonight but I'd have to wait til at least 11. What am I going to do? There's fucking NOBODY HERE! It's DEAD and it's driving me NUTS. Urgh... Can't handle it.

But aside from that life is okay... It's going to be a good trip Sunday-Wednesday and then when I come home I will be writing non-stop. I work better under pressure anyways.

So... =)

What's new with everybody?

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5 years ago | Comments (4) | + 2 Ditto

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AHOY FROM STIRLING!!!'Ello everybody. =D

I'm right now at Stirling Uni in Scotland. It is AMAZING. Omg I love it here. My dorm is small but comfy (a wee bit too hot but that'll get better--the weather's changing, getting cooler already) and my laptop is in limbo right now until I get a proper plug and voltage adapter for it. I like my kitchen and I don't know many of my hall mates yet but that'll come in time. My first online class commences tomorrow and then the rest of the classes start on Thursday. Til then it's Freshers' Week. The people here seem really nice and I'm very, very excited to get this thing started!

It's weird... although I'm going to live every day, appreciating every moment, I'm already looking forward to getting home. Maybe that'll change... maybe it's just a wee bit of homesickness, but it's like... I know what's coming up in the future and while I'm having fun in the now, I'm thrilled for what's to come... y'know what I mean? =)

Life is good, and hello college!!! I love you!!! =D

(I say this now... *laughs* Talk to me in two weeks... ^.^)

I hope all my collegiate peers are having equally good times... good luck, have fun, be safe, do well, stay strong! You all ROCK. Toodle pip and cheers!

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5 years ago | Comments (3)

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hello allI know I haven't spoken to any of my RvB "friends" in ages, so I don't expect any of you to still call me a friend.

I feel terribly that I have so many of you as "friends" but don't know or talk to just about all of you... It's unfortunate that I have collected so many friends and don't correspond with almost any of them... I guess I've sort of had a falling out with this website.

For those of you who still read this journal (besides myself as I write it), I'm going off to college tomorrow... I start Friday... Freshman orientation and then we travel to the UK on Monday. I'm terrified, and I'm looking for comfort from anyone who's willing to give it. I miss the friendships that I did make with some of you (others, usually under the age of 15, have sent me friend requests and I answer them but we might message twice and that's it). Unfortunately, it seems websites like this (and MySpace, which is totally different, mind you) are created to show how many friends you can accumulate, not really display how many close friends you actually have...

Anyways, I didn't intend this journal as a tirade.

Please message me if you want to talk... otherwise, I'll probably be signing off this site... I may still check it now and again, but I think I'm moving on.

Much love,

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ADULTNESS

W00T with me for drinkin' in Scotland this fall!

It was a good b irthday... unfortunately I couldn't really celebrate til the weekend; last night with my best buddy Nick, Saturday evening with my fam, and Sunday (not for me but still) afternoon graduation party for my girlfriend Kaylyn (ya'll know what I mean when I say 'girlfriend' right? if you don't... *sighs* children).

^ ^ I am leh excited!!!

And 18.

I told my mom and one of my co-workers that I'm finally turning the age I've "been" for 2, if not 3, years.

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5 years ago | Comments (3) | + 1 Cool

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=DTo give you the long and short of it, I had an amazing weekend (well, four days) with Bill and his family. They are some of the best people I know, and I'm so lucky to have met them through him.

^ ^ Hooray for it not being a repeat of Saranac Lake!!! (For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about, REALLY bad ex-boyfriend and a family with alcohol problems and fucked up anger issues. >.<)

But no, it was wonderful. <3

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5 years ago | Comments (2)

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kissing... *oooh*1. Do you remember the person you first kissed?
yes; Matt Shea

2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
yepâ€¦

3. Ever kissed an ex after you broke up?
*laughs* yep

4. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list?
oh yes

5. Ever cheated on someone?
â€¦yesâ��¦

6. Kissed someone who had a gf/bf?
I might haveâ€¦

7. Ever kissed someone younger than you?
yes

8. Older than you?
*nods*

9. Have you kissed someone you didn't like?
no

10. Ever madeout with someone who was a really bad kisser?
er, no, actually; not a really bad kisser but not a great kisser

11. Do you know how many people you've kissed?
if you mean like, serious making out kissing, then 6, maybe 7

12. How many people on your top friends have you kissed?
1

--------I'VE--KISSED...--QUESTIONS--------
I've kissed/been kissed by someone:

[x] on the cheek
[x] on the forehead
[x] on the nose
[x] on the lips
[x] with tongue
[ ] in the park
[x] in public
[x] on a bench
[x] upside down
[x] sitting on their lap
[x] laying down
[x] in broad daylight
[x] at a fair
[x] at night
[x] in the rain

-------YOUR--LAST--KISS--QUESTIONS--------

1. The last time you kissed someone?
June 3, 07

2. Was it a game?
uhâ€¦ no

3. Was the person your age?
no, 4 years older

4. Was it a friend, bf/gf/ etc?
boyfriend <3

5. Do you regret this kiss?
only because it was the last one before he had to leave me =(

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5 years ago | Comments (2)

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=(Bill went home yesterday.
I am very much the sad.

But, I will hopefully be picked up in Philly by him after my orientation on June 30 and will be going to visit him and his family and friends for a couple days in early July. <3

~~Hooray for imminent love making!~~

*giggles*

Anywhoo...

Prom was amazing--I will post pictures this afternoon.

I

you all!

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"Outside it may be raining,
BUT IN HERE IT'S ENTERTAINING!"
-Zeidler, Moulin Rouge

5 years ago | Comments (5) | + 1 Funny

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YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!Bill showed up last night at about quarter of 10, making excellent time for having left around noon. He was very red (burned twiceâ€”wasnâ€™t wearing sunscreenâ€¦ dinkâ€¦) and his hair was very short, but he looks DAMN ADORABLE. He has a goatee and his hair is about 2 inches long, buzz cut. I call him FuzzyHead now. He looks a little like Freddie Prince Jrâ€¦ his hair is dark. When itâ€™s long, the sun bleaches it dirty blond, but naturally, his hair is very dark brown, almost black. I love it. <3 I didnâ€™t cry when I saw himâ€¦ just laughed and hugged his sticky body which I love. =) I know itâ€™s like, ew sweaty, but I donâ€™t care one bit. Driving for so long can do that to ya. ^ ^ Iâ€™m in school now, and heâ€™s home sleeping, and Iâ€™m like, why arenâ€™t I sleeping in his arms? Why?!? .-. *cries*

Oh well. Iâ€™ll see him at 12:30 ish. =^.^=

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5 years ago | Comments (2)