so many memories...i guess this one is more for my close friends than anyone...

its about 1:45 in the morning here and after moving from place to place over the past few years through my parents fighting, jobs moving me place to place, having a kid, and getting into it with a raging brother-in-law (almost going to jail) i realize now that i am back home at my moms house that things really arent so bad here. yeah people back in school might be assholes and people might step on you from time to time but things always seem to work themselves out in the end. i guess i really missed just being home with family, a nice cup of hot cocoa, and a movie.

thinking back to school and just growing up in general...things weren't so bad. i know i bitched a lot about home and everything about my parents. i was always mad that things weren't going my way and the people at school sometimes seemed as though i was invisible but i guess i DID always have a small group of friends that i could turn to. i realize now that i sometimes took that for granted or just overlooked that fact. i haven't seen you guys in quite some time. you always hear about so in so doing something cool with their life and that your other friend got married and had kids but everyone moves on and grows up regardless of who they are around or who they are friends with. its a fact of life. i guess i am just realizing that myself. even though things may not be the same anymore i just want you guys (my friends) know how i'm feeling and if you feel the same drop me a line sometime.

Good times with my friends...
I will never forget...

Cody: fun times with you and Cory drivin around acting stupid and blowin stuff up the night we hit the deer... the night we had "The Long Shot" with the gun. Confiding in each other even after fighting so much in school. "forgive and forget"... the most respect towards you for that...

Justin: What can i say... you taught me so much stuff i couldnt have learned anywhere else and you always knew what to say when i was in trouble or just down on my luck. BD's Mongolian Grill has got to be the best place in the world... Miss you bro

Ricky: bro you and your family took me in when i didnt have any place to go... for that i will always be grateful... which by the way tell everyone there i said hello and i miss them a lot if u read this...

Miah: Dude u kept me going when things got rough. you always have a positive attitude towards me no matter what. we had our good times too. the night we stayed up late, played video games all night at my dads, heck man we even rocked out on the drums and guitar for a while and thats the first night i told anyone about amanda.

Brad: always had our good times didnt we. hanging out at b-dubs with the crew from the license bureau, playing games till bed time which for me usually was never on time lol. you have got to be the funniest one of the bunch. you always knew how to make us laugh even when we were having a bad day.

Adam: the goofiest kid in school but you were a great friend throughout the years that i knew you. haven't seen you in forever but i remember our baseball days like it was yesterday. best memory probably has to be the game we were behind in and everyone on the team was feeling down till my sister showed up in the dugout and everyone just "magically" started to play like pro's. lol sometimes its good to have a sister that everyone thinks is hot.... though i will still hit u guys if u say it =)

my number one most favorite moment with my friends is probably when we went down to columbus and had a blast at our DECA / BPA competitions. BD's/ 4 star hotels/ Stinkbombs.... nuf said lol. complete freedom and a sense of pride when we came out of all of it with trophies. hell we even had a kick ass party and dance with what i might call some really really good lookin girls, well except adam... but thats ok adam. someone had to hook the whale... right? but if it wasnt for u we wouldnt have had all the other girls in our room. but alas every good thing must come to an end...

so many memories...i guess this one is more for my close friends than anyone...

its about 1:45 in the morning here and after moving from place to place over the past few years through my parents fighting, jobs moving me place to place, having a kid, and getting into it with a raging brother-in-law (almost going to jail) i realize now that i am back home at my moms house that things really arent so bad here. yeah people back in school might be assholes and people might step on you from time to time but things always seem to work themselves out in the end. i guess i really missed just being home with family, a nice cup of hot cocoa, and a movie.

thinking back to school and just growing up in general...things weren't so bad. i know i bitched a lot about home and everything about my parents. i was always mad that things weren't going my way and the people at school sometimes seemed as though i was invisible but i guess i DID always have a small group of friends that i could turn to. i realize now that i sometimes took that for granted or just overlooked that fact. i haven't seen you guys in quite some time. you always hear about so in so doing something cool with their life and that your other friend got married and had kids but everyone moves on and grows up regardless of who they are around or who they are friends with. its a fact of life. i guess i am just realizing that myself. even though things may not be the same anymore i just want you guys (my friends) know how i'm feeling and if you feel the same drop me a line sometime.

Good times with my friends...
I will never forget...

Cody: fun times with you and Cory drivin around acting stupid and blowin stuff up the night we hit the deer... the night we had "The Long Shot" with the gun. Confiding in each other even after fighting so much in school. "forgive and forget"... the most respect towards you for that...

Justin: What can i say... you taught me so much stuff i couldnt have learned anywhere else and you always knew what to say when i was in trouble or just down on my luck. BD's Mongolian Grill has got to be the best place in the world... Miss you bro

Ricky: bro you and your family took me in when i didnt have any place to go... for that i will always be grateful... which by the way tell everyone there i said hello and i miss them a lot if u read this...

Miah: Dude u kept me going when things got rough. you always have a positive attitude towards me no matter what. we had our good times too. the night we stayed up late, played video games all night at my dads, heck man we even rocked out on the drums and guitar for a while and thats the first night i told anyone about amanda.

Brad: always had our good times didnt we. hanging out at b-dubs with the crew from the license bureau, playing games till bed time which for me usually was never on time lol. you have got to be the funniest one of the bunch. you always knew how to make us laugh even when we were having a bad day.

Adam: the goofiest kid in school but you were a great friend throughout the years that i knew you. haven't seen you in forever but i remember our baseball days like it was yesterday. best memory probably has to be the game we were behind in and everyone on the team was feeling down till my sister showed up in the dugout and everyone just "magically" started to play like pro's. lol sometimes its good to have a sister that everyone thinks is hot.... though i will still hit u guys if u say it =)

my number one most favorite moment with my friends is probably when we went down to columbus and had a blast at our DECA / BPA competitions. BD's/ 4 star hotels/ Stinkbombs.... nuf said lol. complete freedom and a sense of pride when we came out of all of it with trophies. hell we even had a kick ass party and dance with what i might call some really really good lookin girls, well except adam... but thats ok adam. someone had to hook the whale... right? but if it wasnt for u we wouldnt have had all the other girls in our room. but alas every good thing must come to an end...