||The Twilight Zone....Inspired me to write a poem about war.|
The metal so skillfully molded,
that puts the money in our wallets,
spent on cable where hungry pupils scan
the lies that pollute their minds,
with petty dreams of peace;
where we will put down our guns
and forfeit legal murder,
the bloodshed that dwindles the population
for but a moment,
only to be replaced by the life
what say you when the money stops coming
as fast as the blood that spills by the bullet,
and our earth overflows with the flesh of
too many fresh mouths to feed?
It is the war that balances peace,
like black and white,
while our soldiers shuffle dust on
the ground with eager, rubber soles,
to the atmosphere above;
until one day,
worn down by expansion,
this world will have degraded to a spec,
all ceasing to exist,
we will have achieved the eternal peace
we so long sought.
so yeah that's it. Anyway, idk if I told you guys about Chris but...Eh things are alright with us, I suppose. He's super stressed cause he didn't get accepted to his college, and cause of me, and because he can't get a job right now....so he's been going to bars a lot, drinking away his problems, whatev. Idk if that's normal for him, but....it upsets me, anyway. Most of you who know me know I'm not a HUGE fan of drinking, especially not for those kind of reasons. i wouldnt preach to him, its his lifestyle, im some btich in arizona hes in canada eh eh eh yeah i know "wtf are you doing with a guy in canada?" well the answer to that would be IDFK I just really like him, i cant help that, and im in too deep to just walk away, and I guess he is, too.....
anyway, my thing is like, I just want him to come see me either for spring break or this summer...but i understand he has other priorities he needs to get outta the way
ahhhhh whatever....i guess i just feel like if he comes to see me then he wont really.....look for other people...or disregard anyone that might approach him....like a safety thing....
i just dont want him to find someone else.