ExperimentingHope is a good thing to hold on to. I would advise you be careful about setting life goals though. I set one back in high school and it fell apart and I was lost for several months if not years. Then I thought to myself, "Self, screw this depression. screw this mopping and grumbling and go do something. Any thing just get out of you're shell and experiment."
So I did. I started taking different kind of art classes, I started making chain maille, I started dabbling in leather-work and fiberglass costume and prop making, I became more social than I had been since kindergarten. I also did something I hadn't done in quite a while, I started paying attention in church. That, lo...

ExperimentingHope is a good thing to hold on to. I would advise you be careful about setting life goals though. I set one back in high school and it fell apart and I was lost for several months if not years. Then I thought to myself, "Self, screw this depression. screw this mopping and grumbling and go do something. Any thing just get out of you're shell and experiment."
So I did. I started taking different kind of art classes, I started making chain maille, I started dabbling in leather-work and fiberglass costume and prop making, I became more social than I had been since kindergarten. I also did something I hadn't done in quite a while, I started paying attention in church. That, long with finding out what I believe about the universe and God and finding that mine is not a blind faith, brought me out of the funk that I had been in for so long.

I do realize that I'm rambling so I will simply say, look around you and explore.