Bonzo951

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from Englewood, OH

    • Bonzo951

      Rant Time!!

      1 year ago

      I'm going to rant about something that's been on my mind for awhile now. I'm nearly done with high school, so I've been reflecting back on my life, from childhood through my senior year now.

      When I was just a wee lad, I was a very quiet and calm person. I wouldn't speak unless spoken to, and I would never dare talk to anyone I wasn't friends with. I was a super introvert. My older brother was always the extrovert; very outgoing and very hyper as a kid (at least as it seemed to me, he might say something different). As I got older, right around the end of middle school, two things happened to me: I started using the internet frequently and also started coming out of my shell. Over the course of my high school career, I started to become more extroverted and outgoing, to the point now where I will strike a conversation with someone I don't know. I'm sure most people go through this, I doubt I'm the only one.

      The part that gets me though, is that I still seem to suffer from a horrible internet introversion, which I think has only gotten worse over time. One of the first online PC games I got was Left 4 Dead 2. I loved that game and I would play with any random people the game stuck me with. Now, I won't play unless I'm playing with friends. It took me until last summer just to get a Facebook, and even though I now have one, I rarely post a thing, or comment, or even 'like' anything. I frequent the interwebs everyday, but I have been a lurker for just about everything. I started trying to become involved with the community here in hopes that I can fix this "Internet Introversion" complex I am having. It just baffles me that I can be outgoing in real life, but in a place where I can have anonymity, I don't want to do anything for fear of any consequences that might come with commenting on a reddit thread with 1000 comments already. I'd say its because I've had bad experiences before with trolls or assholes, but if that's the case, how come I am only becoming more extroverted in real life? I have definitely had bad experiences with people in real life. I don't have any answer to this, there might not be. I don't even expect someone to read this, this is just me ranting and getting this off my chest. Perhaps in writing this I will figure it out. But this is the end of the rant so I doubt it.

      *END RANT* You read all that? Good for you, go get yourself a cookie. Grab me one too while you're at it. Took me about a half hour to word this, I deserve a little reward...

    • Bonzo951

      Welp...

      1 year ago

      My school has been closed the past 2 days because of the cold (as many schools and places have been) and I was supposed to return today. However, half hour before I was going to leave, I get a call that a water main broke. So for a third day in a row, I have no school. After a two week holiday vacation, I actually want to return to school. Never thought I'd say that...

      Is something wrong? Should I see a doctor?

    • Bonzo951

      I'm back...

      1 year ago

      So, I told myself I was going to get involved with the community on this site a few weeks ago.... But then life happenings and Christmas stuff and all that happened. All I had time to do was give myself a Christmas hat and say merry Christmas.

      NOW I'm going to make friends and become a proud member of the RT community. Even if it kills me. I hope it doesn't, cause dying right now would suck.

      *SIDE NOTE*
      - I feel like I should get rid of the hat now... But I don't want to. So it stays... for now.

      *EDIT* I got rid of the hat.....

    • Bonzo951

      Merry Christmas

      1 year ago

      To all the filthy animals out there!

    • Bonzo951

      2015 years ago

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    • ailsarocks

      ailsarocks Fashion Jedi

      1 year ago

      Hey there! Thanks for the add! smiley0.gif

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