Mis_Vampier

Female
from Spotsylvania, VA

    • Mis_Vampier

      Changing my account a little bit

      3 years ago

      Yes it is true, I am changing my account some. I believe it is time for a bit more of a change. Sense I have indeed changed I believe my account should too.

      Nothing wrong with a change here and there. I thought about even making a hole other account all together. But, I've been on this account for two years and I don't wanna start over. Though it doesn't sound bad though. I also will delete the people I don't ever speak with and they don't speak with me. (don't worry I know who you are)

      Well that is all the news I've got. If I could I would change my Roosterteeth name but I can't so it sucks. That's why a new account doesn't sound that bad really.

      Well see ya'll later~

      PS: Never mind I think I'll just make my other account. I'll save this one and add everyone who I like on my other one don't worry =3

    • Mis_Vampier

      New Job

      3 years ago

      Well, I have a nice paying new job. Once I got back, I made a few calls and I was told to send it my work background and boom! I got the job. Its a great paying job.

      What kinda job is it you ask? Well I write articles for websites about the topics they give me, I have to write three articles a day. But it looks like I have weekends off. (Which for me isn't a bad thing whatsoever) My payment you ask? Well at the end of the month I have about $2500. Which is a great pay check to me.

      I love writing even if I don't want to do it for the rest of my life. This is a good start anyway. I am also hoping to get another job. I need the money and two jobs will do some good. One to get outta the house and one that I can do anytme in the day as long as I get them done within 24 hours.

      I put in my first three articles yesterday. They're more easy than I thought, but I'm sure I'll get harder ones sooner or later.

      Later Idiots.
      Mis_Vampier.

    • Mis_Vampier

      Finally Home

      3 years ago

      Well I am finally home and sitting back and enjoying how wonderful it is to take a bath again. (They didn't have showers where I was at and it was nasty the ones that did the showers just where ew) Any-mah-who! I am home and pretty okay. Not happy with what has happened but I have to live with it, nothing I can really do about it now. I heard from Darien that his sister played my Xbox and played Dragon Age 2. I swear if she hurt it I'll kill her.

      My Xbox 360 has been my way of not killing people for a very long time now. I mean I can kill people but on video games if I do I wont REALLY go to jail. Anyone could kill anyone but they'd go to jail for life. Now if you killed people on video games you wont go to jail. So which sounds better to you? Yeah that's what I thought video games lol.

      Well today is a day for me to just relax and lay back. I got hurt a little bit on my trip I took. Besides that my chest has been feeling like shit lately more shitty than normal which isn't good...

      Journal update ended...

      Later Idiots.
      Mis_Vampier

    • Mis_Vampier

      A fare, fare away journal update

      3 years ago

      Well, this journal update is fare, fare away one sense I am not where I live for right now. I am at work and doing what I must. I got a call from Darien (dude I live with) and he told me him and I might be moving in with my friend Jordan who is dating Alex (aka Gingy we call him that sense he is a red headed dude)

      This might end up happening when he turns 18 sense his parents are truly good for nothing assholes who believe they're the best things on earth but treat him and myself like shit in order to make their second child look better when that couldn't ever happen. (his sister need I mind you that is who I'm talking about when I say second child)

      So, within four months I will be living with Jordan and all of them and I will not have internet anymore. It'll be a shame, but I have to get out of his house before his family makes me want to kill them worse than I already do. (they're that annoying and they give me THAT many headaches) So, you'll all have to forgive me if you don't hear from me much anymore after that. I'll do my best but I have to use the cards that have been given to me. I'll be leaving on September 22nd (thats Darien's birthday) so a full four months and that's it.

      Well, I have to get back to work. That is all for this update.

      Later idiots.
      Mis_Vampier

    • Mis_Vampier

      Camping Before Heading Out

      3 years ago

      Well, I have news everyone. Despite what my doctor has been telling me and what my body has been feeling. I am going to head out after I go camping this weekend. My plans to leave and go to work have come up and I cannot stop them for they need to happen. For the best of everyone. (Even if every breathe feels like a large thing of needles going through me chest but oh well)

      I am also feeling pretty depressed right now and its been killing me. However, I wrote what I had to write in my last journal. I believe I wrote that what..five days ago? Who knows I cannot remember sense I've been getting ready for the camping trip and for my work.

      I heard one song from one of my favorite bands called Poets of the Fall they're a great band and this song reminds me of who I wrote that little sentiment for. This song is also for him, I wish I heard it sooner I would have put it on the journal after I wrote what I did. Well, here it is now I hope you all enjoy it.

      Poets of the Fall - The Distance

      I shall see if I can find internet after I go camping and I leave. Who knows, but I shall try. I know not many people ready my journal's but like someone told me before...I wrote them because I can...that's why I write mine...

      Anyway...I shall see you all later.

      Farewell ~
      Mis_Vampier.

    • Mis_Vampier

      Long overdue

      3 years ago

      Alright I know this journal is long over due and I am here to apologize.

      I am here to tell you that yes, the Rammstien concert was nothing more than amazing. It felt good to be around a lot more German's for once and not feel like the odd ball out. The German flag was being waved by all and being waved proudly. It felt wonderful to see. (not to mention the fire was also a pulse too)

      However the reasons for my overdueness on this journal is because after the concert I was over run with stuff to do and my stress level hit an all time high and when I went for a stress relief I sadly had a large problem and once I tried coming back into the house I fell on the floor and lucky my friend Simon was coming down the stairs so I went to the hospital. The doctor told me I had a heart attack, he said I was lucky to live through that one sense my only stress relief is smoking. He also told me if I didn't stop I could die, but the only reason for me almost dying is because I'm allergic to cigarettes. (so yeah chances for me dying are a little bit higher) even though I have to admit I was hopping for that ending but oh well I guess

      I have been laying down for the passed few days but I got a call for another job that's paying better then the job I'm doing right now. So, I am going to ignore my body and the doctor and go back to work. I shall not waste my life laying in bed any longer. I've gone mad just laying here. If I am going to die I'd rather it be working then just laying in bed and rotting away like some corpse. *sighs*

      Either way, the only reason I am doing this is because of the past of what happen. . .

      If he is even reading this...I want you to know I am truly sorry for hurting you in anyway that I did. I have not forgotten you and the way you look and the sound of your voice. I shall never forget you in anyway, shape, or form. I will admit I am nothing without you and I miss you terribly. Of that I know for my dreams are filled with only nightmares now, nothing happy is allowed to go within my dreams for my heart is showing what a monster I am and how terrible I was to you. This heart attack...has made sure the stain of all my past mistakes are still known, it is making sure that I still suffer until the very last day, until the very last hour, until the very last breathe. Of this I'm sure of. . .I know my hollow words change nothing of the past, present, or future that is to come. All I can say is I am deeply sorry for your scares and for the scares I am not there to heal like I should be...and I am most deeply sorry for the scares I put on you. . .I know they either still hurt or they don't. Either way, I am sorry truly sorry. Again, these are just hollow words for you might have already gone on with your life and found anew, but who knows. I am only here stating what I must state until I know my body will give out at last. My heart is reminding me of our younger years, our jokes, our smiles, our laughs *sighs* how we found every talk we had amazing. Then comes the time we finally got together, the great nights sleeps, the wonderful mornings we woke up together, our amazing time together, our happy times, even the little fights we had even if they where never fights. But listen to me ramble about something that I know you don't want to remember. I hope your feeling well and I hope your feeling better than the last time I saw you. . .the very last time I saw you. . .I also hope you have someone else and that your starting anew. But just know, there is no one else. . .no one else. . .for you still own my heart and now there is only a scare where I used to have one. Please feel better and I hope your doing well. Just remember my heart is with you. . .even if I end up dying. Farewell ~

      You all don't need to read that, I just hope. . .he saw that at lest. I wanted to state that just in case something terrible where to happen to me. I can never change the past or the present but I can at lest tell him what I always wanted to say so he knows about it in the future.

      Later Idiots.
      Mis_Vampier

    • Mis_Vampier

      Rammstein update

      3 years ago

      Well finally it has come up at last. This Wednesday I leave for the concert to watch my homelands most famous band (in Germany and also in America) you all know them as Rammstein. I am truly happy to see them, it'll be a nice change to be around a lot of Germans than American's for once. But it'll be sad once they concert is over. However, the concert doesn't even start until midnight and it goes on until like maybe five o'clock or six o'clock in the morning, it'll be awesome!

      But, we've picked to leave early that day that way we can sign into our hotel and just kinda relax and enjoy Maryland for the time and eat before we go to the concert. (Which if you think about it will be a smart idea) I had another ticket on me and I had to give it away sense the person I normally had it for isn't around anymore. But, here is who all is going.

      1.) Darien (dude I live with)
      2.) Linton (mine and Darien's best friend)
      3.) Alex (aka Gingy sense he is a red head lol)
      4.) Myself (duh)
      and now sense I gave the ticket I had for a person who isn't around anymore she is added to the list.
      5.) Jordan (Alex's aka Gingy's girlfriend)

      Once I told her I had another ticket and she could have it for this Wednesday she about had a heart attack and she acted like she snorted a whole bunch of crack or something. I mean if she could she would have been jumping off of the walls lol. But, I'm glad she is happy she really didn't want to be left alone while her boyfriend goes to Maryland without her and enjoy's an awesome band. (I'd feel left out too) But now she doesn't have to feel left out because she is going to.

      But we're making sure we're getting a hotel where we all can have beds and sleep because once the band ends at five or six in the morning its a three or four hour drive (can't remember how long but I know its around that much) but I know it'll be to early and we all took Thursday off as well because we'll end up sleeping in a lot the rest of the night and some in the day time. So lucky we thought about that from the start.

      Don't worry when I get back from Rammstein I'll make sure I update my journal and tell you guys how it all went. If I can I'll even take pictures but if the body guards are Germans yeah I wont be able to take pictures. (German body guards are REALLY up tight >.<)

      Later Idiots.
      Mis_Vampier

    • Mis_Vampier

      DC Universe Online

      3 years ago

      I have some amazing news. This game for the PC named DC Universe Online is a pretty cool game. I've been playing for a bit now and my superhero is like a level 8. It really isn't that hard to level up and yet it kinda is. (by saying that I mean its fun enough to level up and not so easy for you to give up) I'm thinking when my superhero is a high enough level I might make a evil character.

      Oh but yes! You can either make your own character with their own powers and such. Or you can click on a superhero or a evil person and they'll have their powers so you don't have to do much customizing. Its really pretty cool. You all should take a look at it I'll give you guys the link to the website so you all can get a feel for it.

      Here is the website for DC Universe Online

      If you make a superhero let me know because they make it so people who make superhero's can only see superhero's and people who make an evil character can only see evil characters. (this is so people wont fight each other and get in their way with quests) If anyone makes a superhero let me know my superhero's name is, Phoenix92. But if you say you made a evil character let me know your name and I'll make an evil one as well.

      Later Idiots.
      Mis_Vampier.

  • Comments (325)

    • EpsolonUnit1

      EpsolonUnit1

      3 years ago

      looking at a friends profile

    • Alkalined

      Alkalined

      3 years ago

      Indeed there is a lot we need to catch up on.

    • UchihaShisui

      UchihaShisui

      3 years ago

      anime is my weakness T-T

    • Alkalined

      Alkalined

      3 years ago

      I was yesterday but you never got on I guess I missed you

    • mcdonaldsrox

      mcdonaldsrox

      3 years ago

      In reply to Mis_Vampier, #143:

      -cuddles with a soft purr-
      thanks sis. i know i not alone but it often feels otherwise.
      -nuzzles you gently-

      I just hope the one responsible for this is caught ... and i hope it not Russ...


      how are you diong?

    • mcdonaldsrox

      mcdonaldsrox

      3 years ago

      r-read my journal sis ...

    • mcdonaldsrox

      mcdonaldsrox

      3 years ago

      -hugs you super tightly, eyes bloodshot from crying-
      Fucking Hate This Christmas Season!!!

    • Alkalined

      Alkalined

      3 years ago

      I'm online

    • mcdonaldsrox

      mcdonaldsrox

      3 years ago

      Sorry neko sissy. i somehow missed your comment reply.

      -cuddles- I'm ok. just got finished with finals.

    • Alkalined

      Alkalined

      3 years ago

      You want my honest opinion. You should apply to be on the story team for Dragon age three. I shit you not. The way you write it it feels like I'm playing the game. You have what I would call an adaptive writing style. You adapt you your reader. Reading this makes me want to play Dragon age. You have the ability to appeal to the perspective of the reader, the type of person who would read this would no doubt be a gamer and it appeals to that. But when you want to break away a little from the game you can focus on the story and the interactions between the characters and you have shown you can do that and it comes out great. By the way you did a great job capturing Alistair's personality well done.

      I listened to the song and I have to agree completely. I will be honest if we did end up meeting during service then I would have tried to show off all the time. I would have no doubt have come off like a total asshole though. I had a tendency to give off that sort of vibe.