||You Know That Nagging Voice?I want to kill that voice right now. I hate it... I HATE IT! Why do I hate it? Because I can't understand what the hell it is saying to me. It's like it is speaking a different language right now that I can understand, but I don't remember understanding, so I have to go to Barnes And Noble or whatever and realize it is closed so I have to go to Borders and buy one of those english to gibberish dictionaries that you realize don't tell you anything about the actual grammar of the language you are trying to comprehend so you have to go back and then get a grammar book, then read the book, then you dfinally understand that that freaking voice is telling you to do two things at one. And then you choose the worse possible option for yourself... you know that feeling?|
I mean, I could have written this thing at any point in the last four months, but did I? NO! Instead I chose to think about doing my work that I never really got around to. And what do I do now? When I am thinking that I should be getting to work I decide to write this here journal? I mean I am failing AP Chemistry, but that doesn't really matter because I passed it over the summer, but STILL! I have so many labs to do, and what do I choose to do? A journal. Funny how things end up working.
Anyways... do I even have anyone watching me anymore? Honestly I don't care, I haven't even been on here because my friends at school have been nagging and nagging at me to start playing WoW again. So finally I gave in to shut them up, and what happens when I finally start playing again? THEY STOP PLAYING! And now I can't stop myself from playing. And everytime I click on that little icon I have that gibberish going on in my head telling me to do my work and click the icon one more time. And I just can't get it to shut up! So I play, with none of my friends on, just leveling up, coming one step closer to losing any trace of a soul I once had. Curse you Blizzard and peer pressure! CURSE YOU!
Yet again I find myself doing stupid things, thinking and otherwise, that I just hate. Like a few weeks ago me and some friends decided that we were going to see 300 together. So when the date finally came to go, the person who planned the whole thing was gone so the entire plan fell apart. So the next week he said that we would go see it that week. Then it turned out that some of my friends had already seen it that weekend. Well that's just fine by me, less people, more room for me. So when the day come to go, no one has any money or IDs to go see the damn movie so everyone left again. Then that weekend everyone else saw it without me, then they wouldn't shut up about it the following week. So apparently it's my fault for being the only one who has some kind of resolve to do something when I say I'm going to do it. I said I was going to see it with my friends, and I had intended to see it with them. THEY on the other hand thought it was better to have everyone else go and fornicate themselves by going to see it by themselves. So after weeks of thinking they would come see it with me and realizing they didn't care, I finally go see it with my dad, which I have started to dislike doing. Only because everytime we stop at a stop light he sees a girl walk by and says "Why, hello..." I don't know why that gets me angry it just does.
SO FINALLY I SEE THE MOVIE! And what do I realize? Everyone who thought that movie was the next stage in filming is a freaking idiot. All the hype was ridiculously overdone. People who thought that the movie was actually a good movie is a moron. Now I'm not saying that it was a bad film, but it wasn't good by any means. The overuse of slow motion made the entire movie hard to follow, I spent half the time wondering if they were going regular speed or if the battle was really so boring already that they had to throw in some slowmo just to spic things up a bit. THEY AREN'T EMERIL OKAY! The movie could have been a great movie, the story alone is fantastic, the battle alone could have been so exciting and chaotic that they wouldn't need any slowmo to make anything more exciting, you know why? BECAUSE ITS 300 AGAINST ALMOST A MILLION!!! In my book that's exciting enough. Then there was the terrible dialogue, I guess they thought that the action would be so intense that everyone would forget that there actually isn't any dialogue. The entire movie is a monologue. You know why? Because a guy is telling you the story, that means that everything that is being said is actually him saying it. The costume design was so over-the-top, everyone looked like they belonged at a bar in west hollywood. The music was so schizo that I didn't know whether to be inspired or to kick someone's ass. At first you have some choir doing an epic... what is it... overture? Then out of nowhere you have some heavy metal type music(I'm pretty sure it's not heavy metal, but it's the best I could come up with). Then you go to orchestral and back to the heavy metal again. They played it at the worst time too, it felt like they were saying "Oh, this isn't dramatic enough. You guys are to stupid to know how to feel, so we'll tell you!" But I guess I am being a little harsh, it did give me what I asked for, a gorefest... and after watching the first 20 minutes of Date Movie, what more can you ask for?
Then I've been feeling... actually... I won't bore you with that. You're probably already asleep as it is :D
What was my original point in the first place? I lost my train of thought, then got angry at 300 again and then that happened and... I don't know. My brain just kind of turned off.
Oh well... umm... Happy Late Easter?