Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

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from Portland, Oregon

    • Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

      I wish the chat was back....

      3 days ago

      I miss the chat cause you could just go in there and sorta relax or vent and people would be supportive or make a joke and you would realize that it gets better.

      Right now I am again frustrated at people... because I feel like a toy that is being discarded. I dont want to have to pull fucking teeth to hang out with people... cause then I become the asshole... UGGGGGG

    • Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

      THE PAIN

      1 week ago

      I went and got my nipples pierced today.... and it hurt so bad... and now afterwards they are super sensitive... cant touch anything near them... thank goodness it is a friday and i dont work till monday...

    • Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

      Just respond to texts damnit!

      1 week ago

      this is not about any one on the site... dont get your panties in a bundle.

      But I would love if people responded to there texts if they JUST texted you. I mean you send me a somewhat confusing text and then I ask for some clarification why can you not just clarify it right then? how does it take you more then an hour and 45 minutes to respond?


      I am just annoyed and really confused.

    • Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

      really weird night

      1 month ago

      My thursday night has been... weird... I get off work and clean up the house a little bit then play D&D. After that I have some left over work I have to do so I do that then clean up some more. I realize that I want to get to the gym, but it is 11 and I think I should do some laundry before that.

      Then I say "self there is more cleaning to be done cause your parents are coming back to there home and you have trashed it" So I clean more.... then I still want to go to the gym, but it is 1AM now.... so I decide to make scrambled eggs with salmon (its really fucking good) now it is almost 2 AM and I have to be at work by 8. My sleep schedule is so messed up

      I need to prioritize the gym more... like getting there right after work, but then I run into the issue that the gym is packed when I get off and I fucking hate that. The perfect time for me is around 10PM because there are very few people there and I get to use all the equipment without worrying about inconveniencing other people.

    • Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

      Cider

      1 month ago

      So I have been brewing another batch of hard cider. This batch is pretty good. It taste is pretty good, its not too dry like most ciders but it isnt a super sweet cider either. The thing about it is that it is 10%.

      I dont have a name for this recipe. so ideas are welcome.

    • Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

      Favorite book of all time

      2 months ago

      I have been a fan of Jim butcher for a while. I enjoy the Dresden Files a great deal but I LOVE his other series the Codex Alera, a fantasy series consisting of 6 books. The series revolves around a young boy who is very different from every one else in the world and not in a good way. This young boy Tavi grows over the series and it is just awesome to follow along with his growth.

      But my favorite book of the series is Captain's Fury it is the 4th book and Tavi is really coming into his own. He is no longer helpless and has become a person who is respected by many. I really love the book because there are little things in it that give a great message about how to live. One should not just try to survive life, one should try and live. Living and surviving are not the same thing. Living is enjoying yourself and experiencing things, it may not always be pleasant but you are always doing something.

      Aside from that little tidbit in the middle of the book it is a great adventure and fantasy novel.

    • Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

      The man in the mirror

      3 months ago

      Its funny that you can look in the mirror your whole life and see your self then one day look up from washing your hands and not recognize the person looking back at you.

      That happened to me today. I cant explain it but I no longer know the man looking back at me. I used to see a... I hesitate to say kid but I feel like that is what has always best described me. But the person looking back at me was an over weight man who looked disheveled.

      If people see the person that I saw then I dont want to be that way. I want to be that kid again. the kid who was proud to take his shirt off... time to go to work on this thing.



      Edit: but this spark is more then just not recognizing who I was looking at. I was at a party the other weekend and was having a really good time with the people there but I now wonder what the girls thought of when they looked at me. If I am not comfortable with my shirt off what do they think? I doubt that they would want to see me with my shirt off... This is really something I need to work on. I know that it wont change over night but things need to change.

    • Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

      today is just bleg

      4 months ago

      I just feel like absolute bollocks today. I havent worked out in forever and I have been drinking way more often that I should.

      I also have a review at my job and I dont know how it is going to go. Not knowing how it is going to be makes me nervous as hall, but I really shouldnt be worried because I am good at what I do.

      I just want to go to bed and then wake up at 4 in the morning and go to the gym. I need to lift weights.

    • Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

      GAME OF THRONES!!!!!!!!

      5 months ago

      game of thrones is back in 18 days from this post and I could not be more excited!

    • Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

      scrapping my pep projects

      5 months ago

      I scrapped half of my pepakura projects the other day. They just werent doing what I wanted them to do. Two of them I had put some clear coat to see if they would harden up well enough... and they didnt. The other was an incomplete file and didnt come with all the parts (I got the correct file now so I am going to be putting it together again)

      Now I only have two complete helmets: a not very detailed Mark 4 halo helmet, and the blood dragon helmet from Mass Effect (not really complete but its basicly done.)

      I will be cutting and gluing together some more helmets before the summer is here. During the summer I plan on doing the fiberglassing other smelling things outside. plus my garage is small as fuck and I dont want to suffocate while I do that stuff in a closed space.

  • About Me

    Hello, I'm Zack and I'm just a normal person, like to play video games, workout, hang out with friends, and cook.

    The game I am playing the most currently is Destiny.

    I dont know what else to say. I am a nerd, I like nerdy things.

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  • Comments (7)

    • AshleyBren

      AshleyBren GoodGalGamer

      1 year ago

      I approve this friendship. smiley13.gif

    • Cainrin

      Cainrin Bookwyrm

      1 year ago

      The Disney thread took off before I had a chance to log back in...hello from the other Portland! I've been working here for a little over 2 years, living here for 1.5. I've lived in New England since I was 8 though. Are you a Portland, OR native?

      • Capt_Crazy25

        Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

        1 year ago

        oh man ONLY 66K? that is tiny. well, then again we are a couple million i think, but really spread out. but our down town is really cool, the city is cut in half by a river and so the major business half (with a bunch of tall buildings) is on one side, and a slightly poorer side is on the other. Then on the business side it goes into some hills and the REALLY rich all live up there.

        Cool area though, but then it all spreads out and its all housing. I live about a 10 min drive from the down town areas, its a really nice quiet neighbor hood.

      • Cainrin

        Cainrin Bookwyrm

        1 year ago

        I definitely wouldn't go back to Florida to live. I really want to go back to Universal, Sea World, and Busch Gardens. Disney if there's time...we used to go to Disney a few times a year (oh the horror, right?), but only been to those others once or twice.

        I bet your Portland would feel so massive! I think our population is around 66,000 last time I heard it mentioned, and we're the biggest city in Maine. You can walk from one end of "downtown" to the other in about an hour, and then it's just residential for a while. Big food town though, my goodness the amount of restaurants is ridiculous!

      • Capt_Crazy25

        Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

        1 year ago

        Never been to Florida, but I hear it is... a train wreck. I was on the east coast for a family trip a long time ago. But we went to DC, then down to west Virginia to visit some family in them there hills... that is a story for another time though.

        You should come on over, it would be a WHOLE different world. Portland OR, is kinda like Austin, really fucking weird. But a really fun place. I do need to visit the east coast at some point in my life, I got a cool friend i should visit in New York at some point.

      • Cainrin

        Cainrin Bookwyrm

        1 year ago

        Sadly, I haven't. Originally from south Florida, my family moved to Maine when I was 8 and I'm still here! Farthest west I've been in Arizona, and a few days in Colorado back in high school. Might be kind of dorky, but visiting another Portland would be kind of cool. Have you ever been to New England?

      • Capt_Crazy25

        Capt_Crazy25 thedestroyer

        1 year ago

        hey! yeah im a native Portlander, basically lived here my whole life. you ever been to the west coast?