Kaies_song88

Female
from Edmond, OK

    • Kaies_song88

      dun dun dun dun dunnn

      5 years ago

      So I had a dream last night that I actually got online and updated. And guess what? It's coming true! So surprising.
      Anyways, there's not really anything to update other than I have 2 jobs, one sucks the other is awesome. School starts wednesday. And Oklahoma is still as boring as it was last time I was on here.

      Enough about me, because there's not much to tell, how has everyone else been? Tell me what I've missed not being on here :)

    • Kaies_song88

      The Heart's Flower

      6 years ago

      The first glance
      Brings confusion but
      I can see it and you.
      Lonely as days grow
      Further away but
      Talking gets easier and
      Your words soothe
      My lonely soul.

      Deeper now
      Into the forest of
      Thoughts about you
      And the things we begin
      To share. I once knew
      Myself but find I am
      Learning to breathe again
      My heart will bloom once more.

      -Jesi Gossage

      I've got a job now. Disney store. I have experience working with kids (6 years) and so I'm perfect for the job, especially since I love all the cartoon disney stuff. The older disney stuff that's not cartoon sucks and I refuse to acknowledge it because I am just like that. Anywho, now that I am going to be working and making money, I feel happy. Laters yo

    • Kaies_song88

      Let me make you all mine

      6 years ago

      My clothes, your floor
      My body, your grasp
      My lips, your ear
      My kiss, your moan
      My teeth, your neck
      My shiver, your grin
      My hands, your back
      My gasp, your thrust
      My legs, your hips
      My scream, your name
      My heart, your hold
      Mine, Yours

      -Jesi Gossage

      thought I'd try something a little more risque, and this is what came out.. i think i like it. *shrugs* but that's just cause i wrote it

    • Kaies_song88

      It's You

      6 years ago

      I want to
      Know more
      See more
      Feel more
      Of you

      Clawing my way through
      Your defenses
      Your skin
      Your heart
      Until all you know is me

      Will you
      Hear me
      Find me
      Help me
      Control these thoughts

      All I
      Need
      Want
      Hope
      Is for you to know

      -Jesi Gossage

    • Kaies_song88

      His...

      6 years ago

      Passion
      Cutting as sharp as the knife
      He holds
      Testing the blade
      He scratches emotions on his arms

      Will
      Beating as hard as the heart
      Inside
      Wanting to be free
      He covers his eyes to see

      Love
      Raging as fast as his blood
      In response
      Needing to feel someone
      He tries to uncover the dark

      Life
      Continuing as long as his path
      Goes on
      Reaching for anything
      He finds himself alone no longer



      I find myself writing another poem late at night. this one for a friend cause I said I'd write him one :P

    • Kaies_song88

      Red

      6 years ago

      Like blood
      flowing through
      heart beating
      loud
      eardrums restless
      the sound of you
      crimson heat
      like blood

      Like love
      warming up
      soul wishing
      hard
      fingertips tingle
      the thought of you
      scarlet touch
      like love


      new poem i just wrote. i plan on writing one for my dad for father's day. i'll post it here if i can come up with a good one. let me know what you think about this one :)

    • Kaies_song88

      The way I see you

      6 years ago

      He is
      So irresistibly charming
      One in his own world
      To see through his eyes
      A love worth knowing

      He feels
      Never asks in return
      Patient
      For something his way
      A love wanting

      He wants
      Anything asked of
      To please her
      Forgiving of sin
      A love to stay

      He deserves
      Flying for years
      An escape
      Reality no longer
      A love for him

      He needs
      Sharing the world
      Her
      Feeling the same
      A love forever

      this was written by me for a close friend of mine. it's not about the way I feel about him, but about how he is through my eyes

    • Kaies_song88

      howdy

      6 years ago

      well it's been quite a while everyone
      just browsing the internets and decided to jump on here and see how everyone was doing?
      i'm doing pretty well. trying to get a new job to save up money and move to colorado.
      fun? not. especially with the economy today, it's pretty hard to save up money and try to go to school
      but i'm doing the best i can
      anyways, leave me a message, i'll probably be online in the next few days and i'll make sure to reply to any messages
      let me know how things are going
      :) prez

    • Kaies_song88

      Disappearance

      6 years ago

      So I had a dream last night, and it made me realize that I'm a very busy person... geez I hate the word busy. Anyways, in lieu of me realizing this, I have come to bring you a very important announcement..

      I won't be on RVB anymore. I'm afraid that I will have very little time to actually do anything on this site (I say many things), so I just won't be getting on here anymore.

      my very busy schedule:
      Monday & Wednesday - 7am to 3pm (work), 3pm to 4pm (school pick up), 5pm to 10 pm (school)
      Tuesday & Thursday - 7am to 3pm (work), 3pm to 4pm (school pick up), 6pm to 10pm (internship)
      Friday - 7am to 3pm (work), 3pm to 4pm (school pick up)
      Saturday - ? (any modeling or acting jobs)
      Sunday - ? (any modeling or acting jobs)
      at least I get a little break in there. after the theatre's musical performance in march, I will be auditioning for the next play in which i hope to get a part. and I will also be volunteering to help with the filming of a movie that is taking place here in oklahoma sometime in april.
      I'm trying very hard to finish up all the classes I need to get my associates degree in biological science. after this spring semester, I will only have 8 classes left (all labs) so hopefully I can get that done soon (including summer semesters) and then I can finally move out of Oklahoma and more than likely to California to room with one of my dad's friend's daughter (who is also an actress) and go to UCLA to get my bachelors degree and act.... crazy huh...

      Don't worry, I won't disappear all the way...

      As I have a tencency to do sometimes
      ex. every so often, my friends don't see hear/see me for a few weeks at a time then I suddenly barge into their lives once again with all my awesomeness floating behind me like a cape

      I might appear every so often, if I get the chance.. and will

      But in the meantime there are a few other ways to contact me. I'll be getting a laptop next week.. heeee :) i'm very excited because I get to pick it out myself and pay for it. My own computer...

      so here are the ways you can contact me:
      phone: well only a few people know my cell #, but if you want it, and I actually know and talk to you, then I will give it to you
      email: [email protected] (I check this quite often, but I won't reply unless you tell me who you are from here)
      im: msn - [email protected] (will get on more often when laptop arrives)
      xbox360: kaies song (frequent user, but my brother has stolen it and now hoards it in his room)
      facebook: Jessica Gossage (rarely used)
      myspace: www.myspace.com/takestheshowdown (I think that's it, but I could be wront)

      well, I'm afraid that this is now goodbye :)
      feel free to talk to me on any of the above listed and let me know how you guys are every so often
      know I love ya'll
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      -Your Prez

    • Kaies_song88

      A New Trend

      6 years ago

      If you've noticed, I've started to allow random friend requests. But that doesn't mean I won't go through randomly and take off people who never talk to me... cause i will smiley6.gif

      I always say this, but hopefully when the new semester starts I'll get more time on here because I'll have my own laptop, instead of using my parent's computer. mine crashed btw if ya'll don't remember. That's okay though cause I'm selling it to my brother and that'll take care of some of the cost for the new laptop, which I'm excited to buy.

      the rps... died

      other than that, I'm probably going to renew the prez's association. however this time it will be more like we'll play games on xbox (fun!), watch and comment each other, chat and stuff like that. for serious followers only!

      You don't have to have a xbox, but at least participate in some of the other things. No rules or such, other than be proud to be in the association. I'm getting banners made whenever I find a good picture. I need to make a list also of anyone who wants to join >.>

      hopefully i'll get a pretty good response to this, so then i'll feel the urge to get online more often, and you guys can make me.

      sound like a good idea?

      should I just stop talking?

      well i won't, because I'm a very talkative person and I never shut up smiley0.gif

      my dear subjects, now is the time to polish your banners and hang them up proudly for soon.. we ride into battle!

      ...

      okay I may or may not be kidding about that.. you'll just have to join to find out.

      ... mwahahaha

      *cough* anyways, if ya'll wanna be in it, post here and i'll make a banner.. new ones! cause the old ones... shriveled up..

      Love you guys! smiley12.gif
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  • Comments (7193)

    • Neko186

      Neko186

      3 years ago

      Hey Jersi, couldn't get into my old account

    • grivlier

      grivlier

      6 years ago

      I thought from the FB picture it was a lot shorter, but i'm always a fan of your hair shorter, so lookin' good >:P

    • 09777

      09777

      6 years ago

      hey, any luck on that job search??

    • 09777

      09777

      6 years ago

      that does suck

    • 09777

      09777

      6 years ago

      yeah same. here. i got turned down by one. waiting on the other two

    • 09777

      09777

      6 years ago

      catching up with everyone, recuperating from sunburn. how have you been?

    • 09777

      09777

      6 years ago

      Hey what's up?

    • QTMilarky

      QTMilarky

      6 years ago

      Let me know when you finish it. Dibs on your first devwatcher. smiley0.gif

    • QTMilarky

      QTMilarky

      6 years ago

      It's awesome! And you can submit written artwork as well like poems so it's all good.

    • QTMilarky

      QTMilarky

      6 years ago

      Of course, as well as any other art you may have created.