4 years ago
I'll leave this site now. ^^ If you are wondering why I'm leaving you can send me a messages because I won't delete this account until the weekend. And If you want to have contact with me somwhere else I can say where you can find me. xD
Anyway it was nice being here and meeting many friends. Hope everyone will have a great life!
Peace Out. xP
5 years ago
Like the title says. I'm moving on! I have nothing planned, I don't know what I should do in the future, I don't even know what I should do this week! Anyway, I will take the day as it comes. And if I come up with something I want to do during the day, I'll do it! And I won't let anybody stand in my way! So that is my new start of life, and I don't care what others thinks or do. It's thier own problem. And I don't bother what people says about me, they can just put up a carrot in their asses or something! And I won't bother about my familys problems, bc I can take care of myself so I don't need thier help. And I have friends at school that I have fun with and that I can trust, so I will be okay. I won't bother about negative things anymore! I will be positive and think forward! So thats who I am right now! And while I'm enjoying my life I will maybe not be here so much, so I will say good bye! Good luck with everything! And if you want to contact me, well that will be hard if you haven't asked me for my MSN! And I won't give it to you now either! So sorry but it's too late to ask now! Haha I can almost feel sorry for you! Well good bye! Cya in another life! And keep beliveing in your dreams! XD
5 years ago
Well I'm moving around. And if you don't belivie me, well it's true. And I'm pretty tired of it.
Well I have been living at a relatives place for a while bc of problems at home. Now after a while I noticed that I was being used. And when I noticed that I started sleeping at a close friends house. But now I have been thinking and I thought that I will maybe live at my aunts place. And she has said that is ok. But I thought that it will maybe end up in the same way as before so I thought that I'll try to find a place of my own. And I'm also trying to find a part-time work so I can take care of myself. So now I've got alot of think about. I don't know where I should live and I don't know what I should do about school. All my friends says that I should continue with school bc I have good grades, yeah...I have good grades. So what? I think school is boring and I don't even try! So I think school is useless right now, and I can learn things on my own!
I talked to my mom and she said that I should move back home. But the problem is that my mom and the relative that I lived at had some kind of "war", and the person who won the war got me as a price. So I was some kind of price in thier war and I don't want any of them to win.
I was at my grandmas place for a while and I thought that I maybe could live there but the problem was that my grandma sees me like my aunt, and I would go crazy hearing my grandma calling me after my aunt. And the same goes for my grandpa, he thinks that I am my aunt! So I can't stay at anyone of their house bc I don't want to live like someone else. I am myself, not my aunt or who ever they think I am.
So I thought about my dad, but the problem is that in my dads "world" I'm not existing. He knows who I am but I still don't exsit. So my dad isn't a good option. I was thinking that I could live at my uncels hotell and start working their. But I think that if I show up my face there he just want me to start in school. So no good there either.
And my friends says it's ok that I stay at thier house, yeah it's sweet of them but I don't want to bother them! I can't stay at a friends place forever. And I don't want my friends to get involved in my family problems.
So getting a place of my own would be for the best I guess. Bc I don't trust anyone in me family right now and I don't want to bother my friends.
But even if I have all this to think about I'm trying to think positive, I don't want to be depressed. It isn't me. I'm trying to move forward and not look back. So that is who I am today.
So now you know what is going on in my life. =)
Song that keeps my spirit up!
5 years ago
It have been along time since i wrote a jounal. O.o can't even remember when I last did that.
What should I start write about...? Hmm... well I can start tell you guys that I have moved in at my relatives house because I had some problem at home.
And when we showed the musical I was in for the parents and the other students it went well. And now some people in school are calling me Caiaphas.
Right now I have alot of problem to struggle with. I will not mention any of the problems here because they are pretty boring to read about. But if you really care and want to read about it just send me a massage or something.
Right now I am at my grandma's place because I promised her that I would wisit her during my break, and now I kind of regret it because it feel wrong to be here.
Well I can't come up with anything else to write about, if you're wondering about somthing just ask me. I will answer as soon as I can.
Thats all for me now. See ya!
5 years ago
Yay now I know what the musical I will be in will be about. It will be Jesus Christ Superstar. Is it anynoe who have heard about it?
Well anyway we will not do everything like they do in that musical, we will do other things that we think out. And I also know who I will play. I will be playing Caiaphas. Well does who know who it is can just laugh, because when I got to know that I didn't know what to say I just laughed. Well I hope it will go well for me, and I will do my best while playing Caiaphas.
Here are few songs from the musical and a site where you can read about it.
Jesus Christ Superstar
5 years ago
School makes me crazy...and really depresed. I started in a new fucking school and I have been there for a month now and I don't like it at all. I get into fights everyday...and it makes me really tired and depresed, and fight most with my classmates. They have changed really much. And it feels sad because it doesn't feel like the old class I was in in the old school. God it makes me sad to just think about it. -_-'
And because of my classmates I get into alot of problem with the subjects, because everyone wants my help when they don't want to ask the teacher...and I help them. But I got alot of homework because of that plus I have other homework that our teachers give us. So for a while I stopped to help my classmates, but because of that it only got worse... because I don't help them they scream to me and hit me with pencils and rulers. And when I tell them to stop we start argue, and if the teachers stop us they blame me for it. So now I don't feel like go to school at all. And because of other things that happends in my life I think the world is just shit and a really crapy place to be in. And I hate almost everything. And I don't feel like being with my friends either becuase it's feels like I will blame them for whats happening to me. And I don't want that. So I rather keep a distance from people than blame people that has nothing to do with this.
But this is something good with school. But that is something I will only do once a week. But it makes it a little bit fun. I will be in a musical. We will practice for a year I think and we will perform it in spring next year. That is all I know about that right now. But I know that I will have to good teacher, and they are also funny so it will make it better.
Thats all. Have a great day!
So I think everyone that is a fan of the Nanoha serie have heard about the movie. So here can you discuss what you think about it, and what you expect of it and so on.
Stand by ready? Start discuss! =D
Well I think it will be really intresting to see the movie. So I'm looking forward to it. ^^
The first season can you watch here!
Here can you watch the second season!
And here can you watch the third season!
Hope you will enjoy it! ^^
6 years ago
Tomorrow will school start here. And I will start in a new stupid school, and I don't want to go to that stupid school. But I'm glad that I will only go there for a year, then I can start in a other school.
But I don't feel like going to school, I don't want to study. And it feels like I'm learning everything I need at home, so I don't think I need to go to school.
But I think everyone thinks like that sometime, hehe. ^^'
But I don't have anything more to say so good luck to my friends in there school.=D
Do you think I care? Well I'm too lazy to care, so thats your answer. XD Now go and put up a carrot in your ass.
Everything I love are with me.....but I don't love you so you aren't with me. Mohaha, go and find someone else who can love you! XD