msmazzo

Female
from Stillwater, NJ

    • msmazzo

      I'M ALIVE!!

      4 years ago

      Well....technically....

      but in all seriousness, fuck the VA. they can suck it.

    • msmazzo

      I'M BACK

      5 years ago

      Well, I'm here now so ENJOY.

    • msmazzo

      FUTURE HOME

      5 years ago

      So, I'm pretty well decided. I really want out of NJ. This state sucks balls. So, Texas, here I come. I'm ready for the oppressive heat and giant Wal-Marts. I hear everything else there is giant too! YAY!! I found the perfect house, now I just need to get my loan approved (which will be no problem, as long as I don't suck out loud like I think I do). I'm even getting pissed off again at Social Security so MAYBE they will start paying me. Fuckin fucktards need to get off their fuckin asses and cater to my needs! I got my 100% VA compensation, which is good, but the SSA needs to catch up. I mean, geez, how I can afford a ridiculously cheap home without the $5 a month SS will get me? Plus, after I move, I get to decorate my house (which I told my sister's mother-in-law to do for me because I just don't give a fuck)! WIN FREAKIN WIN!!

    • msmazzo

      ORANGE PEELS

      5 years ago

      that is all.

      It's fuckin cold here. except today. it was almost 80. it was in the 30's yesterday. the fuck is going on???

    • msmazzo

      My hidey hole!

      5 years ago

      SHHH!!! IT'S A SECRET!!!

      No, actually...life has made me way too busy. My father passed away, so it's been work work work for me. On top of keeping the farm going and negotiating a contract for a house (I'm buying a house!!!), I've been taking care of the homefront with the baby, my mother and my sister and her...husband....ugh....so it's been tough. The house is almost in selling shape (trying to get my mother out of the shittiest state in the union- NJ) and all the critters are up to date on shots. All I need now is to remember where I stashed my crack and maybe then I'll be able to keep up with all this shit!! SERIOUSLY!!! You'd have to be on drugs to live my life! I think the only way I'm making it so far is because I keep thinking "a few more weeks and I'm OUTTA HERE!!!"! I really hate NJ...it's snowed a few times already and I want to just cry about it. FUCK THE SNOW!!!!

      That is all. Love ya!!

    • msmazzo

      Obama the DOUCHE

      5 years ago

      Mao was way better. At least he could tell you why he executed your family. Obama is an underhanded puppet master jerking the leftist morons into believing that Socialism is the ONLY answer for the United States. More people seem to be waking up and realizing what a diabolical idiot he really is, and maybe we can save this country yet. Socialized medicine doesn't work. Redistribution of wealth isn't a good plan. Cap and Trade is a fraud. He is trying to bankrupt us to make we THE PEOPLE weak and defensless! We cannot let this evil regime continue. We must all rise up and FIGHT!

    • msmazzo

      ENERGY

      6 years ago

      Well...I do have a lot more energy than the past few years. I think I've finally just had it with being broken. FUCK DA SYSTEM! Not really, they still need to take care of my fat ass...apparently, PTSD is really no fun. I've tried support groups, in-patient, therapy...they all suck. How do explain to someone who has never experienced something what it's like?? They only people who have some idea is other vets, and some of them, well, they scare me a bit. Some of my Army buds are cool, but some of the crazier Nam-era guys sometimes freak me out. Speaking of Nam, I have weird dreams about being there,a nd I met somebody who was in one of my dreams. It was a bit strange that I could recall to him certain aspects of a patrol that was a bit hush-hush at the time (River patrol...very odd considering until I asked him I never really knew how extensive they were). Weird. Also, some other fun repressed memories have come up. Thank God for therapy, it's great for making you more miserable! I guess it'll get worse before it gets better.

      I just got back from SC too, and I found myself a house which is PERFECT. And then some! It literally has more than I could ever ask for. Including a pool and jacuzzi tub. However, no barn. But, for 5 grand, I think I can throw one up out back. It's all gravy. Now if I can get my SS in order...stupid jerks are still working on my case. I can't believe how long it takes to look at a file and say, hmm...looks pretty bad. Oh well. At least I'm off meds, feeling better and getting around better. Kinda. I took a 3 mile walk the other day in the SC sun. Then it started pouring. Go figure. Then I almost cried for three hours when the pain hit me.

      I would have kept going but the rain stopped me, I swear! I had fun though. I went riding yesterday, which felt GREAT. I was able to climb up FROM THE GROUND which I haven't done since after my leg was declared..well...not so great. I redid the inside of the coop too. I took out the HUGE boxes we had, and replaced them with five small boxes. The chickens are so happy. I am too. I also put in some new perches since the chicks will be out there in the next couple weeks after this growth spurt they are going through. YAY!!!

      Anyway, I'm looking forward to reading through some of the stuff everybody has posted, probably not stuff that was older from the last time I was on...lol...sorry!!! Thanks to everybody for wishing their veterans (and me!) a happy Memorial Day! I hope yours was fun too!!

    • msmazzo

      I can be your addiction

      6 years ago

      anyway, I haven't had sex in about a year. I am so unamused. I need to enjoy myself so I am going to start losing weight so I can have sex again...I haven't seen my vagina in a while...lol...kidding...but I am kinda fat right now...so I need to drop this weight. so I'm going riding tomorrow and doing A LOT of farm work (this place looks like shit thanks to me being lazy all winter). then, I'm doing ab exercises for the rest of the day!!! assuming I'm not in the hospital for being dumb and putting a nail in my hand, getting thrown off my horse of some other general calamity. lol...I have no luck and it's hilarious...

      PENIS...that for you mecatchfish...

      let's see...I'm going back to SC for Memorial Day weekend to say goodbye to my bff because she's shipping out to go to Sicily (that's in Italy) in June. I so sad...that's why they made phones and internet tho...

      and I'm going to look at houses too while I'm there, and getting tossed in the sheets (yes!!! I hope!!!)..and getting treated like a queen because Marcus owes me some good times, since we've been together for 10 months and I still have yet to get any or go on hot dates or to a movie or...well, we went to dinner and a club. and hung out a while. that's it. strangely, I remember exactly what he looks like and I'm ok with that...I'm terrible...really...

      he actually complains he's too fat. he's 6'5" and about 260 lbs. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT?????? I like a linebacker, why is that strange??????

      oh, and while I'm in SC, I'm visiting all my bitches at Thee Southern Belle and I'm GETTING ON STAGE! I'm determined!!!

      That is all.

    • msmazzo

      BLUE PENIS

      6 years ago

      Well, I finally saw Watchmen. IT WAS AWESOME. I thouroughly enjoy killing of pregnant women. And blue man penis. It was fantasmic-orgasmic. If you syill haven't seen it, go kill yourself you stupid fuck.

    • msmazzo

      GET BUCK IN HERE

      6 years ago

      what does that really mean? my hubby-to-be got a raise...awesome...so now he can GET HIS ASS UP HERE to see me. jackass. I actually started looking for dresses. I must be on drugs. again. than again, for all you ladies, male model, 6'5", creamy brown skin...drool....perfect body, and I mean hello ABS! I normally don't go for trim, fit pretty boys, but he is willing to do what it takes to do for me. I like that. he may be a little too willing. he's actually looking for a lot of land to build me the house I want. hell, I could handle that. ayyye!!! still stuck on his pretty man face...dimples...big eyes...well taken care of...he works out daily...what the fuck? I can't get it off my mind!!! AHHHH!!!! I want to fuck his brains out...and keep him around...SHOCKER!!! that happens...never?

  • About Me

    I love trucks. I build show trucks and some cars. I love all animals: horses, dogs, cats, snakes and other critters. I am Italian, and I'm from NJ. What you know about it? I am currently enjoying being a disabled veteran, and if you haven't thanked a veteran today, you better go do it!! SALUTE THE FLAG AND STAND WHEN THE NATIONAL ANTHEM IS PLAYED!!

    No random friend requests, please.

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  • Comments (576)

    • mm172001

      mm172001

      5 years ago

      Yeah...I'll be graduating in May and hopefully I'll be out of here shortly after that, but I don't know where that'll be yet.

    • Tidegirl

      Tidegirl

      5 years ago

      lol thanx

    • Cechmanek

      Cechmanek

      5 years ago

      Sarah, you're going to have to be more specific. I'm not sure what you're talking about.

    • msmazzo

      msmazzo

      5 years ago

      I so busy!!!! not only did my dad pass away and leave me for the family to rely on, but trying to buy a hosue has been a NIGHTMARE!!

    • Cechmanek

      Cechmanek

      6 years ago

      You are/were online and you don't say anything to me. : /

    • Cechmanek

      Cechmanek

      6 years ago

      Hey.

    • Cechmanek

      Cechmanek

      6 years ago

      You need to be an internet junkie, I miss you.

    • Cechmanek

      Cechmanek

      6 years ago

      You need to get on AIM sometime.

    • Cechmanek

      Cechmanek

      6 years ago

      God, it's been too long.

    • Cechmanek

      Cechmanek

      6 years ago

      you're online?

      Post edited 5/29/09 10:46PM